Thursday, 31 December 2009

THE OTHER SIDE OF POSITIVITY!!!!!!!!


I'm positive,though nothing as such seems right
asking to trust thyself, believing that the future will be bright!


As a child we always wanted to grow up fast
but the 'happy realisation' phase has come at last.
Being a grown up is much different from what we thought, as a child
now that we are pushed into this reality, our thoughts have started running wild!


What to do? Where to go? What exactly do we want?
is it a life like a showpiece, the one which we can flaunt!
Or are we running after peace, comfort and satisfaction
a decent life where we can put all are plans into action?


Money plays a major role in all are plans, in whatever we think
but its sad to see our money tree, not grow but shrink.
still the hope that it will grow again allows us to play the risky game
and just in case our plan fails, people are more than ready to say 'oh what a shame!'


So is it the fear of losing that hold us back, or is it poor decision making
or is it some stupid peer pressure, or even worse, a serious relationship breaking?
Is this all that complicated or we making it by thinking too much?
or are many now available options to blame, as our previous genrerations didnt face these problems as such!


The one's who finally decide what to do, for them its still too far to reach there
they do know the final destination but wonder right now they are going where?
Study to get good marks, struggle to get a job
prove yourself at each point or else you will remain just another in the mob.


We are getting a taste of the ratrace, though with a pinch of salt
but we decided all for ourselves, so who's to blame and who's at fault!
There are also one's who take decisions under a force of parents or someone else
They are just making life more difficult for them by running after what sells.


In spite of being sincere, smart, educated, creative, innovative and intelligent
In this intense race you will always find one with yet another quality about which you were always negligent.


This is all the other side of positivity,
people named it negativity, turning it round is your own ability.
all u need in life is not to quantify things but focus on quality!

- Dipti

Tuesday, 29 December 2009

LEAVING BEHIND.....


The two most wonderful people I have met
the way they've brought me up, the rules they've set
I will always remember whatever they've said
but now its time to move ahead.
I'm leaving behind my home alone
just to go in an apartment of my own!


Whatever happened I knew that I had a shoulder to cry
with each of my achievement we were three of us to enjoy
at times at them I would scream n shout
but whenever I was late home, there was never an inch of doubt.
I'm leaving behind that care n security
to risk my life everyday, to keep the soul of purity!


I will surely miss the gossips and the time spent with friends
there were also silly fights where at your each point someone defends.
I'm leaving behind those arguments n also the times of fun
Just to have some more of it under an entirely new sun!


Its time to take risks n make sure that each strategy is OK
if all goes well I would be lucky courtesy UK
I'm leaving behind the tension of the huge investment made
as these investment start paying back these worries will gradually fade!


All in all it will be a great experience
and I would learn from every bit of it
with all new places n people surrounding me
it will be exciting to know how well I fit?
I'm leaving behind my country to be back as a new personality
and certainly looking forward for a new life, to create my own identity.

- Dipti ( Sept 2009)